FlyLittleDaisy

Some weeks ago, I came back on my gallery and re-read almost all comments on my old drawings. I was like "Oh my Gosh, that was a so good period !", since I had plenty of DA friends, people to talk with, share with and I even made some drawings for them ! (and they  helped me improve my English, ahaha. I've lost it by now ;-; ). Maybe it wasn't THAT good, anyway x3 I remember I was so sad all the time (bleh, I apologize about it. It was... unbearable >_>), but I least, there were people around me and I wasn't that alone (seriously, it has been so much time I hadn't spent any time with humain beings others than my family. But it's true that I had more real-life friends by this time).
But okay, that brought back nice old memories (and less nice, but sadness is part of life, so okay) and I felt happy for a night. So I thought "I could really come back on DA !". Yeah. Because it's summer, blue sky, green grass, yellow sun and that I'm holiday for already one month and a half ! So I have time to spend drawing a lot but I know it will end when I'll go back to university, ahahah. So I don't promise you a total come back. Let's say it's a... summer come back. Then, the wild Daisy will disappear again (but no worries, I still have a look on my messages every day >: D). Well, it should be a summer come back, except if, tomorrow, I'm like "Nah, drawing is tiring, I prefer sleeping, making stupid shippings on Tomodachi Life and watching Yu-Gi-Oh eating some chocolate". But let's hope it won't happen; it's not good for me to be as lazy as I am ;-; (even if I'm a total pro-lazyness !).
Yes, it was a good time when I was more active on DA. Not sure I love the person I was, throught. How could you bear me ? Seriously, when I re-think about it or re-read my old journals, I feel so ashamed. How childish and selfish I was ! Fortunately, I have deeply changed since these dark hours. Well, there still always are a problem with me, because I think too much and I probably am I sad person. Don't know, but thanks to my Sis (if you knew how much I luv you TwT), I do my best to make things I love even when my brain keep saying (YES, my brain talks omg) "You're intested in nothing. Let it down. You can't enjoy what you have. Silly girl". I promise I won't complain too much (I think you have listened to me complaining enough for your entire life, ahahaha). Also, I have finished with depressing drawings, saying "I want to diiiie !". My, that was stupid. Okay for sadness, but not that much, darn.

I don't know if you realised, but I kept posting some stuff. When I was active, I was in a Mario games mood (and I've almost forgotten all the shippings I've made ! Luigi x Eclaire, Luigi x Harmonie (Rosalina), Waluigi x Harmonie... even Mario x Luigi ! Argh ! I simply hate incest by now, how could I say one day "Yeah, Mario x Luigi is okay !" omfg o_o). Now, I'm on a Yu-Gi-Oh ! (mostly Duel Monsters) mood, since Seto Kaiba is the ultimate love of my life, and all. But my favourite Yu-Gi-Oh ! season will always be Zexal (my ultimate love~) I KNOW NOBODY LIKES IT and you can tell me how much you think it's an aweful arc, I'll say you how much I think you're a stupid person : D. I also have a HUGE love for brotherly love ( =w= ), so I adore Fire Emblem Fates and animes with siblings (and mostly brothers >: D) inside like Night Head Genesis, Ouran High School Host Club or Full Metal Alchemist. So I'll make as much brotherly drawings as I can >:3 My favourite pairs of siblings are :
Seto and Makuba/Mokuba Kaiba (YES it's Makuba in the French dub,don't ask me why they've changed one letter in his name, so it will stay Makuba for me)
Reginald/Ryoga "Shark" and Rio Kastle/Kamishiro
Joey and Serenity Wheeler/Katsuya Jonô-uchi and Shizuka Kawai
all the Nohr family, but especially M!Corrin and Leo
Hikaru and Kaoru Hitachin
Naoto and Naoya Kirihara
Sora and Shiro
Mario and Luigi
and others that I don't know yet ! Moreover, if you know some good animes, books or video games with siblings inside, feel free to suggest me some of them : D
(and I hate incestuous shippings. So don't talk about it with me or the wild Daisy will bite you >:c)

And what about romantical love ? Well, I don't like romance... at all. That makes me so angry for some reasons, ask me if you want to know why, it could be an interesting discussion. But okay. Romance is evil, eviiiil ! But I have some shippings, anyway. As long as it's not the center of a fanart, a fanfic or something else, it's okay. My favourite are :
M!Corrin x Niles
Yuma Tsukumo x Tori Meadows/Kotori Muzuki
Joey Wheeler/Katsuya Jonô-uchi x Mai Valentine (my ultimate OTP TwT)
Jack Atlas x Carly Carmine/Carly Nagisa
Noah Kaiba x Adena/Mary
Henry x Olivia
Ryo Bakura x Serenity Wheeler/Shizuka Kawai
Rio Kastle/Kamishiro x Tori Meadows/Kotori Mizuki
and some others, but less important in my little heart

Family, romance, something is missing... friendship ! Where is the holy friendship ! I AM IN LOVE WITH FRIENDSHIP DAMN IT ! (thank you, Zexal). So here are my favourite pairs of friends. ever :
Yuma Tsukumo and Astral
Yugi Muto and Atem/"Yami"/Pharaoh
Jaden/Judai Yuki and Syrus Trusdale/Sho Marufdji
Alito and Girag
Daisy and Stella
and some others, but it less passionate, you see.

And some others that belong to no one of those three categories :
Aquila and Daisy
Aquila and Corvus
Henry and Inigo

So feel ready to see some of these wonderful characters one day ! (well... if the lazy wild Daisy doesn't go back to sleep after having posted this journal x3). Moreover, it was tiring to write this journal. I hope I have forgotten nothing. It would be silly. But okay, it will be enough for today. Bye-bye, lots of kisses on the neck ! :*
 
PS : I write fanfictions on Fanfiction.net, on Dragon Quest IX, the Kaiba brothers and Fire Emblem Fates mostly. In French, say, but the automatical translation is (almost) your friend ! Interested in, feel free to ask me.

I don't know if it interests someone, I was absent since a so long time.
But I'm still alive, and I'm fine now. I have to go back to school soon (like everybody) so I don't know if I will have the time to make lots of drawings. But at least, I can try. I'm happy to be back

Everybody knows it, today's Valentines Day. My day, people said, because, for ones who don't know it, my name's Valentine. But you can call me Daisy.

Today's Valentines Day. It's all lovers day. But when we don't have any lover, what we do during Valentines Day ?

For people who are in couple, it's the day to make gifts for his/her love.

For people who love nobody, it's a day like another.

But for people who love someone who is with someone else, like me, like so much people in the world, it's the worse day of the year.

Today, I ate lots of Nutella with my friends Maëlis , Alice , Mey and Loris. Because we're all alone and we're sad.

So, before I went to cry in my bed, I wish a happy Valentines Day to all lovers of the world. ALL without exception.

Love you people

PS : if you're sad like us, eat lots of Nutella and listen sad song crying all tears of your body. It helps.

Yeah, I feel so so alone. Do you want to know why ? Ely, yes, the guy I love, had create a new da account three weeks ago. I don't have the right to go on it, of course. I have the right of nothing anymore. Am I a so bad, so selfish and mean girl ? Why can't he understand I just ask his friendship ?

I feel betrayed. He understands nothing. He has no pity. I AM NOT YOUR ENNEMY, WILL YOU UNDERSTAND IT AT THE END ?! I JUST WISH YOUR HAPPINESS AND TALK TO YOU TIME TO TIME !

I feel alone. So, so alone. So alone since he left me, all alone, in my pain, my sadness, without his help, like he promised to me.

I want die all the days. Even the night.

Why are you so bad with me, Ely ?

What did I do wrong this time ?

What should I say ? "Hello again" ? Or "I came back people" ? Or "Guess who is back ?" ? This kind of sentence, but seriously people, were you worried for me ? Did you seek me during four months ? Did you ask me how I was ? Yes or no ?

The answer's no, of course. I won't lie, I am... a little disappointed and mad. You always say that you "will be here for me" and "will be very sad if I die". But be honest, people, you didn't seek me. I wasn't here anymore, and you weren't worried. So, I understand it's selfish of me to pretend to be the center of the universe. I'm not the only one, you easily can live without me, bla bla bla. Okay, I understand it. But in this case, don't say those lies to me, people.

In the life, I have two da brothers : Brandy (my big brother and the BEST big brother ever) and Kevin (my twin bro, and it's the same thing for him : he's the bestest twin brother).

I have a da big sister Hoby and a sister in real life Alicia .

My best friends are Steven , Maëlis , Rébecca (who doesn't have any da account), Christopher , Alice and Tatjana . Oh, and thanks to and to have support me (even if you didn't need to say everything you said )

My alter ego are Nany, Maëlis' cat : ff-sauge.deviantart.com/art/Le…

... and Kathie  THESE people were worried for me. I shouldn't be mad at you for this kind of things but yeah, it made me disappointed a little.

I think we can't change people, and that we DO love someone, we don't want this person changes. Bad and good sides made a person. Without their defects, people we love aren't theirselves. I also think we can't change the world. We can try, but we won't change it. I think that God exists but He nevers help us, just let us live our lifes.

Yeah, I'm telling about my life, but these things are the only things I'm sure for the moment, after my name, my birthday and my astrological sign, Aries. It isn't a lot, but it's better than nothing.

Today's a special day. It's Kathie's birthday. I just came back for it, for her, because she deserves to have a gift. I think one of people I love the most's birthday is a good day to come back. Have a nice birthday, Kathie.

P.S : ah, and, my dear Chelsey , who was my da sister before, if you read it (I don't think you do, but I'm not sure), no, I'm not dead. Believe me, I would prefer be dead. Yeah, the girl you call "this bitch of Daisy" is alive. That's a pity, I agree. But I have some little things to do before to die. I understand why you hate me so much. How you felt (feel ?), I feel the same for four months. To answer to your question, yes, I still love him. You know what I mean by "him". You too, people. So yeah, I'm still in love with him and I suffer, so so much.

But nevermind. Today's a great day. Today's Kathie's birthday.